Monday, June 8, 2009
Wishing its just nightmare
I thought u just having a small fever, turns up im deadly wrong, i wish i cn turn back time, hoping to erase all the bad memories u had..Mom, i missed u so much, it hurts~ , i was a pain, i did so many mistakes, i hurt u before u passed away..I wanted to ask for forgiveness, sadly i was too late..I cn never change that, i wana do lots things with u, i wana buy things u wanted , i kno u had too many hardship b4, u are always so nice even if ppl r being mean, u r always quiet bt even so u always tell your stories to me,
i hate my dad for treating u like maid..Hate him for making u work and lack of sleep, i often advice u nt to let him do that, u deserve to b treated better. Bt i guess as his "wife" u do things ur own way..U put up with his attitude until the end.., being a good wife and being a good mother..U even did everything u cn to me. I don't kno how u cn be so soft to ppl like us, u r an orphan i guess u don't want to be left alone.., dad was all u got..Having me and all, u who always prepared all the things for us, u who always gv money to us, u who always there to help us, u r everything to me, u who always listened to me, u who always talk about ppl u knew, nw that ur gone..I got nothing to look forward to, i work for u, i earn money for u, i guess things jz happen, no matter wat i do, it wont bring u bck, it wont turn back time, it wont change the fact that ur already gone..,
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