Monday, October 6, 2008
being single child is it good or bad?
i'm shy when i was in primary school but i'm friendly.. i joke and make people laugh alot so making friends is not a problem for me. some of my friends told me that im so lucky being a single child, and some of them teased me, calling me "spoilt child", i am what you can call a teacher's pet coz most often i do whatever my teacher ask me to do. paying attention and having good grades just to impress them. i wanted to impress my parents but i dont think they care much about my grade. whether im good or bad it doesnt matter. no brother or sister to teach me at home,
i can't really ask my parents to teach me my schoolwork so i had to study myself, solving problem by myself because both of my parents are not really educated, and im not sure if they're really care whether im doing well at school because whenever i showed them my report card they dont seem to care, just handed it to them and get them to signed it, thats all to it, no praise or no complain, i can get what i wanted as long as it's not expensive coz i know they don't have the money to buy expensive things.
both my parents really care with whom i befriend with, whom im going out with, they usually wont let me go out if they feel that my friends is not good for me. especially when it comes to guys, whenever i befriended a guy they would question me alot. everytime when i talked to guys my dad would barged in and gave them a menacing look, my relatives often asked me if i had a boyfriend or if i ever get married ,now how am i supposed to do that when i had two security guard keep eyeing me (mom& dad) :P,
i am honest to both my parents but there's a time i lied to them as well, there's a time when i told my parents that i got an extra school but actually i was meeting a guy, or just hanging around my friends.
i smoke , i drink behind their backs, i escaped from school . i dont know why i did that probably because i wanted them to know that i need some space. i need some freedom.
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