Monday, December 22, 2008
price of favor
yes...life is so much harder when you know that you don't have anyone you could depend on. i really do hope that i can learn to trust people because from my past experienced some people are mean and do what they can just to take advantages , meaning they just think of themselves more than others. this unthoughtful act and selfishness really pissed me off sometimes , they think their life is much easier doing that when they should think the bad effect they made on other people. i mean i want to help them but please...asking me for help is a waste of time. believe me i do want them to help me from time to time but inside me i had what you called an ego. i dont want to be helped unless i really want them to. nowadays some people are dirty minded, when i asked them for help , either they're trying to ignore or asking for other thing in return..in which i despised doing. i mean if they had asked for interest, or asking me to pay double then it's okay but when they started to asked about returning the favor with sexual thing ..man.. just thinking about it makes me puke .
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