Monday, December 22, 2008
when talking just not enough
its not my fault for being single up to now. don't try asking me whether i had a bf or not coz me myself don't know what and how to answer that. i'm just not really into relationship or maybe i am but don't have someone really special. i'm picky .., there these one guy i know.. age probably 30+ , a bit thin and short probably 4' , i actually don't want to be too close with him , before when i was working in c.h , he came by with his boss . his boss ask me any nice movie or dvd so as a worker there i try my best to interact with them. i smile and make a joke but
unfortunately he got carried away just like that. why? yes.. he's kinda friendly but too friendly is just plain annoying. so he came by so many times and i thought to myself hell why not let he be my friend. he seems nice and normal. the longer i know him things was beginning to be a bit different. he soon clinging near me more and more . i still remember that nite he was calling me via hp and propose me to be his gf , i told him that i just wana be friend and nothing more. telling him that he doesn't know me that well and vice versa. i'm being honest when i told him that i'm a not interested and having relationship is not in my list , for me my job is much more important and hey we seems not compatible with each other. he actually reply me with a positive reaction , saying that...someday..i probably will change my mind and will wait for me till then.. duh how dumb could he be? by that time i probably ran off with someone else.
so i thought after i told him my feelings and my true intentions of becoming just friends he would change. but nothing change much..when i hang out with him..yeah sure it's nice but i just dont want people to think that we have a thing for each other. i actually want him to treat me like one of those guys treat each others, i don't want to be treat like a lady or too nice. it's embarrasing me when i'm walking alone with him , plus he couldn't put his hand still because there's a time when he want to hold me in his hands .oh please stop that.. its eeww...
thats what couple do , he asked me when can we get married ..so i snapped and got angry with him. its not once he asked me that , and surely its not twice either, these had to stop so i take it all out on him. rejecting him honestly . i can be bitchy sometimes. and i still remember the time i actually punch him, . huh i want to punch him so many time on his face but i don't want any trouble . besides it'll be a waste of time doing it.
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