Wednesday, April 22, 2009
nothingness
i really wanna go see my real family..where they lived...what they do for living...getting to know my real brothers and sisters...i wanted to know more about my half brothers and sisters too...1st wife...2nd wife...3rd wife...even his 4th wife...anything...anything about grandparents background...i got no idea what they're doing right now!! ma~ aku tau aku nda tau latar belakang mu, kehidupan mu, kesusahan dan kesenangan mu...but i hope ur doing okay ryte now...i miss you even though i don't know you that well...we only see each other like a year or two...but why do i feel like missing you tonite? if brother sam kahwin these may would you be there? i'm not sure if ma pernah jumpa si amoi...coz i know she probably eager to see you...that little sister of mine tend to be rebellious sometimes...just like me...i guess...btw ma~ i'm not sure if he is for real or not...but i don't like "D" ... he came to see me before...claiming he's my half brother...but...why the hell he did that to me? is it even aloud? i don't think so...whatever happen to him? when ayah~ passed away long time ago...nobody told me about it...so thats why i never jumpa ia anymore ...i missed him too..how he hug me, how he talked to me...all i knew about him is that he got a moustache..thats it...i couldn't remember his face though...god damn it yan~!!!! ma~ i'm really worried here...*eskimo kiss*...when i got nothing here anymore ..would you take me with you.? anywhere is fine...!!!!!!!
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