Wednesday, April 22, 2009
what the hell do u need me for?
i don't know what to do...what to believe...anymore...you told me long time ago that you wanted me to be your girl...i was so stupid not to realize what you felt before...without thinking i told you not to see me again...not to call...msg...i said something awful that made you cry...i did'nt realize it was your real feelings...how am i supposed to know? we both got our own problems, we both got hurt from love alot. we both got so many breakups...what we had is nothing more than a game, where we can relieved each other sadness...pleasure...after a long silence...despite i told you not to see me...u did anyway...you got her as the one you love...i hate the bitch...i hate you...but i don't want to waste my time anymore...though you got her already...you still want me...for what? lust? pleasure? i'm not a player anymore..at least i think that way...we got that same problem...commitment phobia...can't stay in a relationship too long...fear of trust...which i hate...now that you told me you are over with her...you came to see me again...and now i don't know what for? i can't do what you ask me to do...i don't feel anymore love in me left...i avoid love, i ranaway from love, i hate love ... it hurts..its painful...but i won't say i never fall in love again...it takes times to heal...the wound just kept bigger and bigger.
1 comment:
ohh my friend(?),
please don't be sad again, sometimes someone coming and go from your heart. if he know you are the best, why don't try to accept it? gave him the chance
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