where life goes on and on !

we're just friends so stop asking!

after like three months knowing you as a friend , you still persistent as always , you keep asking me that same "i want you as a gf" , now this is me trying to explain why i shouldn't be his gf "i can't be your gf because if i do that you might get hurt, it's better to be friends , i think you should already know me by now.."



you started saying things like " i know you, thats why i want this badly, i dont want to lose you"

i smile and thought that you might lose me for real if you keep forcing me like these. "im sorry but ..i've got someone else that i want to be with" i said.

he looked at me with a confused face " what?~ who? do i know him by any chance?"

me: "no! no! i dont think you know him, he's my ex from highschool"

you: "i see.. ,"

me: "to tell you the truth, i still have feelings for him"

you: " but it's over right? so you should move on and you can't just wait for him forever"

me: "i know...!"

you: " so do i have a chance to be your bf?"

me: "i told you i dont have feelings for you , your like a brother to me thats all,"

you: "come on, give me a chance, we've known each other for a long time already...,please.."

me: " how can i accept you when i dont have feelings for you, im not attracted to you"

you: "okay, fine, i understand...so can we drop these and play badminton now,"


so we played badminton that afternoon as usual, badminton is my favourite game since primary school so whenever i play it , i can play like almost 2 or 3 hours. but unfortunately he only can take it for an hour. even when we're playing he would start a talk and some of it always begin with like this:


you: "hey, can we go out for a dinner tonite?"

me: "no!"

you: "these weekend if you're free can we watch a movie at the cinema?"

me: "no! why dont you watch it with your friends?"

you: "i want to watch it with you, besides its been a long time we didnt go out together"

me: "its that a date?"

you: "....no~"

me: "um well~ okay then but i will pay my own ticket"

you: "its okay, i'll pay for you ,"

me: "lets make a deal here, i'll pay mine or i wont go at all,"

you: "okay~ okay~"

Posted by lavender at 1:12 AM

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